Just had a wee nice toasted hot cross buns with some butter. Rather tasty. However Burnt my finger again, see that why I shouldn't use the cooker, blooming fool that I am. Need to go up and get ready to go to shop can't be bothered but needs must. Have a few stressful things I need to vent about but don't know that I'm totally ready yet but it will come.
So far I don't really know how well I will do at this blogging. I would love to be one of those people that people just want to read everything they write, suppose that is the artistic, creative writer in me.
My dream would be my blogs being made into a book how awesome would that be, I know it can happen but don't really think my writing is interesting or eloquent enough. Mind you that could just be my obsession with books. I often feel my life story would make an interesting read to others, haha I could be rich beyond my wildest dreams, but that kind of thing only happens to other people not me. I am the person when you read all these messed up things that happen to people you think yeah that only happens to other people. Think I may just be one of the unluckiest people ever, yet I live my live trying to be as nice as I can yet constant shit is always flung my way. In life even one of the things that has happened to me would be hard to deal with but everything together is just a damn joke. Sometimes I do think "Why me, why is it always me?" but then I can't live my life like that it won't change a thing and no doubt all the hardships I have already experienced is not the last of them. So I need to try and be strong for me, my daughter and my hubby. Without them I would be nothing.
I am not feeling sorry for myself or wanting sympathy, it won't change anything. I just want to be understood..
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